Wednesday, March 31, 2004

When we see the sins of another with an ease, with a simple statement to ourselves, "they sin there," followed only by a humble realization that we, too, could do that sin. When love is there to not only forgive the person in our minds, but to think to pray to God for mercy in the sins of us all- mercy for the friend who has sinned, mercy towards ourselves for our sins, mercy for the nature of sin we can't escape.

That's it. That's the line we draw between discerning a sin and judging it.
-cel

Well said. Amen.
-ker

Thursday, March 25, 2004

MARKS OF A PHARISEE

These are preliminary notes. I have been reflecting lately on the marks of a Pharisee. I believe that American churches today are full of people with a Pharisaical spirit. I see the tendencies in my own life, and certainly see many men and women through the years who have exhibited a spirit similar to that of the only enemies Jesus ever had.

The Pharisees were popular, devout men who seemed to love God, had the entire Bible memorized, and who dedicated themselves to keeping the entire law of God. Yet, Jesus was hard on them in His criticisms, and in just three years' time they had Him crucified. So though they saw themselves as zealous for God, in truth they were the opposite. I'm afraid to say that wherever there is organized religion (which means power and control), there are Pharisees.

I see Pharisees when grumpy, stingy people go to the restaurant on Sundays after church. I see the marks of a Pharisee when negative, critical leaders oppose Christian relationships and protect a building or an institution at the expense of people. I become a Pharisee when I judge others and keep them down to protect my own position of power and influence. It is far more prominent and tempting than I would at first realize.

So, here is a working list of what I see as the marks of a Pharisee, based on descriptions in the Gospels:

1. Special "holy" marks to make them different from "secular" people. Sunday clothing, special vestments, holy haircuts, sanctified vocabulary, bumper stickers and Christian symbols, prominent Bibles, and other public displays of religiosity.
2. A public reputation for being religious. Protector of organized religion and traditions, loving the institution (more than God or the people in it). All people speak well of you.
3. A careful keeper of the law. Build fences around the law, so that there is a great distance between the believer and a person of the world. Don't do work on Sundays, avoid alcohol, cards, movies. Do not have contact with people of the world.
4. A judgmental spirit. Judges sinners and non-traditional prophets and sees self as more holy. Filled with hatred, has a critic's heart, doesn't give the benefit of a doubt to someone who differs, ignores love to carry out his or her religion. Quick to judge, quick to talk, quick to anger, slow to listen.
5. Pragmatic compromise. Ironically, is willing to compromise integrity in order to keep power. When convinced of the right path, willing to bend rules or write new ones to accomplish "God's" plan. Violates biblical principles for relationships, talks to wrong people and works politically to get his or her way. Creates policies to ensure power base and "protect the flock."
6. Filled with Bible knowledge and with a static worldview. Stopped learning, no longer teachable, has all answers, quotes Scripture, quick to argue a point, worldview paradigm has self and institution at the center.

How many of these marks would people say mark me? What would Jesus say about compromises I make to keep my job, or to keep my position of respect and influence in the church? Am I a snake, a hypocrite, a whitewashed tomb?

"LORD, You have searched me and You know me. Try me and see if there is any wicked way in me. Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Deliver me from the evil one. I ask it in the name of Jesus and through the power of his blood. Amen."
-ker

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Here's one to chew on: where does discerning right from wrong leave off and judgement begin?
- cel

And what's more, when is judgment wrong? Judgment begins with the house of God, and we are to judge angels, whatever that means. Yet Jesus said not to judge, lest we be judged.

I suppose it is always right to discern right from wrong for yourself. That is not the issue, is it? It's when I judge someone else's motives, or when I hold his or her actions up to the standards that are right for me that things start to get fuzzy. I don't have answers here, but can just add to the question.
-ker

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Hello all...and Carly...been lookin at it too....check out Ro.9:21,22...some believe there are those MADE for destruction!...The subject of pre-destination is a very touchy one with most Christians. When I get to a verse that kinda drives me crazy, but I AM secure in my salvation, I do the only thing I can to stay sane.....I just ask the Lord to reveal the answer to me, then leave it alone! I can drive myself crazy striving for an answer that will not affect my salvation. If God wants me to know the answer, He will tell me if I ask. Then if that is not enough for me, I just remember that we are to come as little children...with THEIR faith. And in the end, as Pam reminds me...Jesus loves me, this I know...for the Bible tells me so! Thanks Carly, for the stimulating conversation!! mapk

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Ok, I can think that makes sense, but, is it true that God has chosen some and not others. This is where I really drive myself crazy. I know that I am saved and I am secure in that, but would God actually make a person who he has not chosen? I have a friend who believes that and he thinks it is most biblical explanation, but I can't believe it. Surely, God would not deny his own creation.
-carly

You're right that it seems to be what the Bible says, especially in Romans 9-11. But I think that mostly that teaching that seems so clear is speaking covenentally. Read the passages and see if they don't look like illustrations to show that God has chosen the Gentiles to join the Jews, and perhaps even rejected Israel. Might not work for you, but it helps to clarify most of my questions.
-ken

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

PREDESTINATION RUMINATION

I heard a preacher explain predestination this way: as you go down the road, you see a sign. It says, "Whosoever will may come." You come, and as you continue on that road past the sign, you turn around and see the back of the sign. It reads, "Chosen from the foundations of the earth." He said that somehow both are true. The front of the sign is what I think I am responding to, but the back of the sign shows that God was sovereign the whole time.

The kicker is that the illustration was given by a Calvinist, not an Armenian. (I am almost a Calvinist in all points, but don't fully buy into any of the points of Calvinism, if there can be such a position.) So, I say, "I choose, I am chosen, it is a mystery!" And I go merrily on my way, eternally secure in the Beloved.

That's the simple conclusion that keeps me sane.
-ken

Monday, March 15, 2004

This is also my first blog...yeah...I was reading Ephesians tonight and the same question always arises....are we predestined? This question kills me. I know that no matter what conclusion I ever come to I will still know that I am human and I will never completely understand until I can ask the maker Himself. Anyway, Paul makes it seems clear in Ephesians 1 that we are predestined, but when asking my prof last year about this passage he said that we are all predestined to come to Christ but not all of us make that decision. I like that answer the most. I have a close friend who believes that some of us are chosen and some are not. I see the biblical references that he is using to support that and I don't enjoy it much. Though I read those and think that he may be right, I cannot believe it. I'm not sure if it is because I have always been taught the "arminian" way or if the Holy Spirit is saying, "um Carly, don't believe that." Any thoughts? I'd be glad to listen (or read)
-Carly

This is my first blog. Whoo hoo! -Daniel
I just got back from spring break in Panama Beach Florida. And while I was there I realized some very astonishing things. First of all I realized that Florida is much warmer that Cincinnati. I also realized that I should have worn sun block instead of sun tan lotion. But, though it was relaxing to be away from my regular routine and homework schedule, it was also depressing.
It was depressing to see that the best thing to live for is getting drunk, searching the town for a sleeping partner for the night and waking up the next morning feeling trashed and stupid but still doing it all over again the next day.
So, there I was, 700 miles from home, and I could do anything I want to. I'm in Panama Beach and sin was calling my name. It said, "Come on Daniel. This is lots of fun. You'll have the greatest time in the world sinning along with everyone else and no one will ever know or care."
But that statement was wrong.
Someone does care. And when I took a step back from everything happening that moment and looked at the big picture, I realized that people were not only throwing up from all the beer they drank, but throwing their lives away to sin and pleasures of the world. They lived without giving a care about where they would end up when they die, or when they would die for that matter. I saw just how much of a stronghold Satan had on this place, and I realized that I didn't want any of that.
I wanted to live and be somebody who did care. Somebody who not only cared for what happened to me, but also what happened to those around me. I decided that instead of living for the moment and playing with a lust that would never be quenched, it would much more filling and lasting to build other people up. To tell them encouraging things. To live for God and be His tool, instead of letting the freedom He gives me be my tool.
So, I would say that this spring break has been quite the encouragement to me. It was a time that God opened my eyes and let me see just what goes on when you cross the line too many times. Now, I wouldn't reccomend going there on account that "Well, when Daniel went, he was encouraged and is now walking closer to the Lord!". But it did help me, and I wanted to share that with you all.
Thanks!
-Daniel

SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY REQUIRES A HIGHER STANDARD

I realize in a new way tonight just how crucial it is for someone with spiritual authority to be above reproach. The reason is because my sinful compromise becomes the area of sin in the life of someone for whom I am responsible.

I see this played out in practical areas all over. The undisciplined coach passes on his flaws to his players, and they will never be able to consistently perform on a level above what their coach models or requires. In bootcamp, the soldier cannot be disciplined above what his instructor will train him. As a society, we cannot rise far above our leaders, which is why scrutiny before elections is so important.

I think that the principle is true in the spiritual realm, as well. Jesus said that a disciple when he is fully taught will become like his master, but cannot rise above him. (Luke 10:40). He said that if Satan is the father of lies, his children will be full of lies. The Bible says that the sins of the fathers are passed on to the third and fourth generation of his children. It is the duty of the husband or father is to stand before his family and deflect the flaming arrows of the evil one. James says that those who presume to be teachers will be held to a higher standard.

Personal applications: The day that our president was caught in lies and sexual sin, I underwent an unusually strong sexual temptation. I thought, "Where on earth did that come from?" Then I realized that I sort of felt vulnerable, like the umbrella of protection had been damaged, or like permission to sin had been granted from above me, and now I was extra prone to attack. A couple of nights ago, I myself indulged in a secret mental lapse of discipline, and my daughter, who knew nothing of my own sin, was nearly swallowed up in overwhelming temptation herself. Was that just a coincidence? Or in the spiritual realm, did I expose my daughter to danger by my own secret sin?

As a disciple of Jesus, I must be disciplined and strong in my life in order to save my soul from eternal damnation. As a father and a husband, I must be all the more diligent to also protect my wife and children, and to provide a practical example. As a pastor and a teacher, my requirement for vigilence is even more magnified. It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the Living God, for our God is a consuming fire. A builder's materials make a world of difference as to whether he builds with wood, hay or stubble. I must take care to choose gold and silver for my building materials.

"LORD, I thank You for saving me, healing me, and teaching me Your ways. I confess to You my inconsistencies and weaknesses, but mostly I confess to You my willful sins. God, make me pure, that I might be able to protect those for whom I am responsible. Teach me Your own standards; I don't want legalism and man-made rules. And help me to live by what You teach me, Father, Son and Spirit, One Eternal Godhead. Amen."
-ker

Friday, March 12, 2004

TRIALS TEST OUR VALUES

The Bible tells me to give thanks, even in trials. Why should I thank God for trials? Because in some morbid way, trials are fun? Because as a pessimist, trials are inevitable and I may as well get them over with? No. Paul and James both claim that trials will test my faith and strengthen my character. So, I give thanks for trials because they are good for me. My thanksgiving is more than a passive "giving in" to the inescapableness of having bad luck, but is actually a thanksgiving from deep in my being for the good that will come of it.

Trials bring friends closer. Trials shine new light on many of the Psalms. Trials cause my faith to be not by sight anymore (often my faith is built on God's answered prayers, rather than on what I cannot, in fact, see). But today I am aware that one of the benefits of trials is that they test my values. Let me explore that briefly.

The most powerful example in front of me right now is Tanya Babik. Before Tanya was found to have cancer, life was good in the Babik household. They were all given to prayer and to service, and they were happily experiencing God's blessings every day. But now, everything is shaken, and they are definitely having a red tag sale. They are cherishing what is gold (people) and discounting what will someday burn (things). I wrote about that a few weeks ago.

In my own life, my personal values have been tested by the arrival of Isaac into our home. Before the end of December, I could with clear conscience say that I was busy doing lots of things, but that my heart was at home, and I tried to be a good dad. But rhetoric pales when compared to my practical and tangible help. Ellen can hold and feed one baby at a time, but not two. She has to have some relief during the night when neither of them sleeps through the night completely. This light and momentary "trial" is trying my values: Will I talk the talk, or will I walk the walk?

And so my priorities are shifting more radically. This spring break I am trying to be home most of the day all week. I am sorry to say that I have never done that before. I am turning down outside ministry opportunities and giving away Sunday morning roles and skipping meetings and saying "no" more often than I say "yes." As I am home more, I am more aware of the needs and daily lives of my wife and other children, as well. It's been a long time coming. Ellen suffers well in silence. But this little crisis is "good" for me, because it makes me go through her sacrifices with her, instead of feeling responsible for her many hours of service to the family.

Everyone has trials. This one is a happy one. But every trial is "good," and is worthy of truly giving thanks.

"LORD, I thank You for bringing that little precious boy into our family, even if only for a season. You are lovingly, gently, calling me to wake up. You are faithful, Father of Lights, Light of the World, Spirit of Holiness. Thank You. Amen."
-ker

Monday, March 08, 2004

WHAT WOULD JESUS SAY?

Reading the letters to the seven churches in Revelation, I continue to reflect on this question of what Jesus would say to the churches of America, or to the church in Price Hill, or to me (if I could be applied as the "messenger" of this church). Would He have some encouraging words? Would He have something against us?

Perhaps these seven letters reflect a common history of the life cycle of many churches. The history of every church and every movement is found in these seven letters. First they are small but with open doors ahead of them. They are poor and persecution is still ahead. But after the persecution, they may work hard, but perhaps begin to leave their first love. They could begin to tolerate wrong spirits in their midst. And eventually, though they may have a reputation for life, and are large and wealthy, they become luke warm, neither hot nor cold, and their lampstand is unceremoniously removed by Jesus Himself.

Perhaps we can also see this cycle of life in the life of American Christianity over the last century. In the first couple of decades, many Christian scholars were determined to "de-mythologize" the Bible. In their pride and intellectual scholarship, they emphasized the human side of Jesus' ministry and accepted intellect over faith. They lost their spiritual power, and many of those churches died over the next generation. Perhaps that spirit of humanism has again entered many evangelical churches today to leave heavenly Truth in sight of earthly relevance.

In the next couple of decades, many large downtown churches latched onto the idea of "the social gospel." They launched large programs of health care and fitness and housing and financial help. But such churches did not withstand the economic changes of the middle of the century, and within a generation, virtually all of these churches and programs were run by the secular government, and the large downtown churches were not able to keep their doors open anymore. They had been alive, with reputations for compassion, found their candlesticks removed.

The next couple of decades saw a new wave of conservative evangelicalism, with large music programs giving life support to traditional formalism. They still spoke to God in King James English and used organs and choirs, and found success in showing God to be conservative and mainline. But over the next generation or two, again these churches found that they had become increasingly out of step, and they were busy answering questions that no one was asking. Many of those churches are hanging on today, a mere shadow of their former selves.

By the time we got to the generation of my childhood, evangelicals had filled hymnals with shallow evangelistic songs of "invitation." Altar calls and crusade formats were put into the cultural language of the people, and the Jesus Movement was underway, baptizing in swimming pools and ocean beaches and handing out tracts and underground newspapers for Jesus. An entire music industry was born. And driving it all was the simple Gospel message that called people to "invite Jesus into your heart" in order to be saved. It was a zealous but shallow generation, and discipleship was comparatively rare.

Within the last two decades, the evangelism generation has given way to the worship generation. It was the era of "church growth," with mega churches and Bible studies and lots of staffed programs. Jesus was relevant and churches were growing, with a reputation for life that made the smaller churches imitate the big boys and try to make Jesus cool.

Perhaps now we stand in the second generation of the me-centered worship generation. We sing songs about Jesus as my boyfriend and sing about American spirituality, seeking a common ground with the unchurched. We don't read our Bibles anymore, and don't say the name Jesus too often. But we are helping people. Other churches today are rediscovering tradition and social programming and the whole myriad of where we have been.

In the midst of it all, what would Jesus say to us? Let me get more specific. What would my Lord say to me about CCiPH? He might have said that we are small, but we have an open door in front of us. He might tell us that the despair around us is but a door of desperation that He has opened, and that we should not be afraid to go through it. (Philadelphia)

Or, He might say that we have a reputation for being alive, and we pride ourselves on our zeal. But He might tell us we are, in fact, dead, trying to live on emotional fluff of novelty and creative experiments on Sundays from week to week while we walk in the flesh during the weak days. He might say that a few of us are walking with Him in white, and encourage us to keep on. (Sardis)

He might warn us that dark times of persecution are ahead for us. We will suffer economic hardship, and it will stretch us so far that we will all suffer severely. There will be some controversial issue, and we will take a stand on it as a body, and it will cost us dearly. We might lose our tax-exempt status, or our incorporation status, or even be thrown in prison, but He would tell us to stay strong in faith to the end. (Smyrna)

He might tell us that we have been working hard and doing great work for Him. We are doctrinally pure and have resisted that foul practice of heavy-handed rule over people that has infiltrated so many churches. And yet, the Lord might say that while pursuing doctrinal purity and hard work we have somehow lost our first love for Him. He would call us to remember how it was in the early days and return to that earnest passion for Him. (Ephesus)

Perhaps He would say that Price Hill is a spiritual stronghold, and it will test us to the breaking point. He might say that when we are faced with spiritual warfare, we need purity, not compromise. We are not to allow prophets to speak who call for sensual fulfillment, we are not to wink at evil practices or those who have compromised with humanism or idolatry. We are not to be controlling and exercising power over people. (Pergamum)

Jesus may commend us for our love, our faith, our service and our endurance. But He may tell us that we have a spirit in our midst that is eating the spiritual life out of this body. We tolerate this prophetic spirit that calls for people to place someone other than God to be at the center of our decisions. In subtle ways, we are controlled by a fear of what people want, and we give them self-centered meals of spiritual pablum, letting them live in sensuality and sexual sin, and we are afraid to expose such sinful idolatry. (Thyatira)

Worst of all, perhaps Jesus would tell us that we fool ourselves into thinking that we have no great needs. We are rich and clothed and comfortable; after all, this is Christian America. But into this self-sufficient satisfaction Jesus would say that He would rather see us choose a different religion than to continue to use His name. He would say that we absolutely must immediately repent, because He is waiting to fellowship with us on a level we could never imagine, but He can only live like that with broken, humble people. (Laodicea)

As I prayed about myself and this church, I think there are a few of us in every category. And I wonder what I am to do about it. I see churches that are far down the wrong road. And I wonder what I am to do about it. I see tendencies in my own life, and wonder how seriously I have gone astray and whether Jesus would lovingly call me back.

Part of me thinks that I would like to just hear His words clearly, so I would know how I am doing. But then I realize that His words are already clear; that's why they were written down 19 centuries ago.

"LORD, I want to hear you clearly. I want to see foulness in some parts of Your church so that I can see the end result of the heart disease that brought it about. But I want to be a pure vessel within, and I want to be bold to protect our flock from spiritual deadness. Show me my sinfulness. Show me in love. And then use me for Your glory, great God, Father, Son and Spirit, one God without end. Amen."
-ker

Saturday, March 06, 2004

ENCOUNTERS WITH GOD

What would I expect out of an encounter with the Almighty? If the Lord were to show up and reveal Himself to me, what kind of experience would that be?

At some points in my life, I'm sure that what I fully expected was that God would come thundering down in judgment and wrath, delivering an angry, "Cut that out!" I was a sinner in the hands of an angry God, fully deserving His vengeance. The fear of God was in me, and I was not yet perfect, so I was not yet ready to encounter Him.

Then I discovered grace, and I read many books about Abba's love for me. I experienced beautiful moments of worship in tender song and affirming words, and I discovered that God was on my side. His interaction with His beloved, if it came in tangible form, would be filled with words of comfort and acts of compassion. His lovingkindness lasts forever, and I was ready, even anxious, to hear more about it.

Perhaps encounters with God are a mixture of both of those extremes. Not a compromise between the two, but a combination of both. Sometimes in the Bible, God speaks harsh words calling for repentance. Sometimes I also read about encouraging words of comfort and consolation. Perhaps the best biblical accounts of an encounter with God could be found in the letters to the seven churches in Revelation. In those letters, Jesus generally gives words of comfort and peace, then says, "But I have something against you," and calls for repentance.

In truth, I have encountered God in limited ways many times in my life. The Comforter has whispered words of peace and acceptance that have melted and broken my heart. And the Living God has warned me and called me to repentance in ways that have scared the devil out of me. So, I guess love and fear must temper each other. And when they do, I can begin to trust that my encounters with the Holy One are authentic.

"LORD, I thank You that You have revealed Yourself to us. Moreover, I am awed and grateful that You have, in a limited sense, revealed Yourself to me. I want to know You more. I want to know Your power, and the fellowship of sharing in Your suffering, and I most of all want to hear You say, 'Well done, good and faithful servant.' I am Your servant, and Your son. Now, show me Your glory, revealed in fulness in Your Son and manifested to me through Your Spirit, one God, without end. Amen."
-ker

Monday, March 01, 2004

The impact, across the board, of 'The Passion'.

As I was in Clearwater with Roger doing several packing events in the S.E. U.S. over the past week, a friend in the church got us tickets online. We saw it Thursday night. As we sat down, and people came in and found seats, I made a point to look at each person coming in, usually being able to tell if they were maybe non-believers. Just small things...like coming in with popcorn and drinks...kidding around as if it was 'just another movie'. Not to their discredit though! Why should they act any different..they don't know Him!
As the film played, silence was no problem. No one had to 'shoooosh' anyone...NO ONE was talking! The scourging was so hard to watch. I do not have a weak stomach. But I found myself praying"Lord, help me keep watching." I wanted to turn away, but couldn't. It was ME lashing Him, it was ME spitting, it was ME mocking.... And as the theatre emptied after the film, we looked around at all the drink cups, popcorn boxes, candy packs........all still FULL! The people who brought them in could not even eat them! They knew...somehow they knew...that this was REAL! To watch other violent, bloddy films, was no problem...it was just Hollywood. But they knew, in their hearts, this was a true story. What this film is doing for Believers and un-believers alike is going to be revolutionary. It REMINDS us of, and INTRODUCES them to......the real Jesus.
It couldn't have been just nail Him there and be done with it! It HAD to be the worst ever DONE to show the greatest love ever GIVEN! God even took all the controversy and used it to draw people to the film. satan looses again! And the crucifixtion is, after ages, again de-sanitized. The lashes, the hooks, the rods, the flesh hanging, the blood pouring, the thorns IN the skull, and we still can't show it as real as it was! Like many situations.....'you had to be there' ! mapk